The Ark Story

Wala lang. Natutuwa lang talaga ako sa Ark na yon ng UST. :) May pamahiin pala yon, pag freshmen ka, dadaan ka pala don as an entrance in UST. Tapos pag ggraduate ka na, palabas naman sa Ark. Pag dumaan ka raw dun ng mas maaga (hindi pa nakakagraduate), ibig sabihin mapapaalis ka ng UST ng maaga. Either babagsak, makikick-out etc.

So yun yung pamahiin nila sa Ark na yon.

Kanina lang, nakwento niya sakin yon nung magkasama kami. Eh ewan ko, bigla ko siyang pinagtripan. Pinapadaan ko siya sa Ark na yon na parang sinasabi na "Sus, wag mo paniwalaan yung pamahiin na yan." Grabe, as ing ayaw niya talaga dumaan. Bag nalang daw niya idaan ko. Binigay niya yung bag niya at eto na naman akong tinamaan ng lakas ng trip. Iniwan ko dun sa gitna ng Ark yung bag niya. Hahahaha. Sabay sabing "Uwi na ako."

Natawa ako kasi literal, nainis na talaga siya sakin. Lalo na nung na found out niya na yung wallet niya andun sa bag niya. Hahaha. Nainis na siya. Malamya na tapos blanko na talaga mukha niya. Iniinis ko parin talaga tapos nagddrama pa ako na "Wala, hindi mo ko mahal.l Hahahaha. The hell, Jan. Kaya ayun, nainis talaga siya "Oh, sa tingin mo dyan na masusukat yung oagmamahal ko sayo ah?" Haha. Asar na talaga siya. XD

In the end, nagsorry na ako. Sinabi ko na I was just testing him if he would do it because he loves me. Eh di niya ginawa. Pero oo, di naman yun nasusukat dun. :) Napagtripan ko lang talaga si ming. XD

ILOVEYOU! :* Wag na inis ha? :)

Di kami nag-uusap ngayon.

Di ko rin talaga alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon di ko parin siya kinakausap. Di man lang ako nag goodnight or what. Di ko man lang sinabi na nakauwi na ako ngayon. Haaaay. Siya naman kasi, hindi marunong tumupad sa usapan. Nagpunta kasi kami sa birthday ng ate ko at napadota sila. Sabi ng mom niya, hanggang 11 lang daw pauwiin ko na rin siya pero 11:40 na siya tumayo sa kinauupuan niya.

Alam mo yung feeling na parang wala siya pakialam kahit masira yung trust ng mama niya sakin, as his girlfriend. Ako kasi yung pinagkatiwalaan at alam kong alam niya yon. Nakakainis lang kasi bakit ganon. Ayun, nung paalis na siya alam niyang bv na ako sakanya. He talked to me and even said sorry. Pero ako tong si tango tango lang. Pinakamasakit sa lahat yung di man lang ako nag-iloveyoutoo sakanya bago siya umalis. Oo, masakit sakin yon. Hahahaha.

So ayun, di na kami nag-usap pagkatapos. Hanggang ngayon. Ewan ko rin ba bakit di ko parin siya tinetext. Ay joke, alam ko pala. Gusto ko naman kasi matuto siya. Pag nakikinig kasi yon, pasok sa kanang tenga labas sa kaliwa. Haaay. Pero nakikita ko parin naman na ginagawa niya yung best niya.

Hmmm. Sorry ming. Sorry din kasi kahit di naman talaga ganon kalalim yung kasalanan mo, ganto na ako agad magreak. Gusto ko kasi talaga natuto ka. Sana bigyang halaga mo rin yung mga sinasabi at pinapaalala ko sayo. Wait baka naman kasi oa lang ako. Sadyang masaya ka lang masyado pag nagdodota ka. Hahaha. Nako nako. Ayun. Bukas itetext na kita. Hindi ko kaya eh. Pero sana by that time you've learned your lesson. Istillloveyou, don't worry. <3

Samsung Galaxy Y for you!

What a title for this post. Hahaha. Well, may sense naman. Plano ko siyang bigyan ng ganyan. Actually di na plano. I am going to give him one. :). Thank you God kasi andiyan si Mama na nagpresinta muna kunin yon tapos bayaran ko nalang weekly, zero interest. Hahaha.

Naaalala ko nung time na parang nabring up namin yung topic about sa phone. Matagal ko na kasi planado na samsung galaxy y nga at booom. Nabanggit nya sakin noon na, "Kahit yung parang kay Kuya Karl lang, masaya na ako." Eh alam kong Galaxy Y yon kaya natuwa talaga ako! Weee!

I wonder what would be his reaction. I mean matutuwa ba siya ng sobra? Tama lang? O hindi? Wait, knowing him, he wouldn't reject my gift. :). Pero ayun. Di ko talaga alam. Sana naman matuwa siya. Gusto ko talaga kasi mabago yung social life niya pagdating sa twitter, fb.. most especially, gusto ko talaga siya magkaroon ng instagram! AS IN, AS IN! Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero gusto ko talaga! Gusto ko rin siya makita don. Alam ko rin kasing vain din yung lalaking yun. (Oh, wag na dumeny) Hahaha. I'm really happy magkakaroon na siya nun. :).

Until now, I still don't know when would I get the phone but one thing's for sure.. malapit na malapit na.

Sorry ming kung di ko pa kaya sa ngayon yung dream phone mo. Wala pa akong trabaho eh. Pero knowing you, alam kong magugustuhan mo yung ibibigay ko sayo. :). Ingatan mo ha? May pagmamahal na kasama yan! Sabi ko nga sayo kanina, pag ako nagbibigay sa taong mahal ko, may puso. <3

*toinks* Asdfghjkl. Oo na Jan! Haha.

I know you'll be glad. Iloveyou! <3.

My myths about his game.

Whenever I hear or just read "League of Lengends" aka "LOL" I feel angry, mad, most especially.. depressed. I honestly hate that game. Not of its graphics, capalities, mode of playing etc. but because of the fact that it takes a lot of his time. Sometimes I just feel that the game gets more of his attention more than I do. Because of that game, it makes me look at a different point of view and it is you treat me as equal of the things that you are committed to. Worst part? It's just a freaking online game.

LOL = ME. Sometimes, LOL > ME.

I just don't mention it but it hurts me big time when you play and play and play at night and after you'll say that you want to sleep already. So.. That's the purpose why you stay up all night? Because I somehow thought it's because of me. I know that you won't compare me to any thing but that game simply has this impact that makes me so irritated.

BUT, It's the past already.

I'm really glad that we had a chance to talk about his game and how I felt about it. I could say that it made me feel a lot better. I understood when he said, "It's just how I spend my time for myself." I realized that even I spend a lot of time doing things for myself like writing on my diary and here, studying, surfing the net, etc. We don't live entirely for each other and we need to have quality time for ourselves, too. BUT (Yes, there's always a but) we should consider each other as one of our highest priorities. Priorities that don't equal to games, surfing the net, writing on my diary and all the other things we normally do.

Now, I'm starting to feel okay whenever he's playing. I now understand the why's. I just don't want him to spend his ENTIRE time playing causing him to lessen his time talking to me. Gaaah. Balance your time will you? XD.

We talked about this already and I feel contented. I'm just gonna blurt things out when something's wrong again.

Sacrificial Love! HAHAHAHA

Katawa tong kwento na to pero ang sweet talaga en. Kaya ikkwento ko. Isang beses nandito siya sa dorm nun. Nakalimutan ko na yung eksaktong date pero ayun, basta andito siya. :)

We were cuddling again like usual couples do. Then a stupid thought popped into my head, tinanong ko siya "Masakit pa na-sisipa o natatamaan ang *censored*?" Of course he said yes. Hahaha. Then I demanded him to allow me to kick his one time, big time. Sinabi ko pag hindi siya pumayag, hindi niya ako mahal. Nung una ayaw talaga niya. Pero seryoso talaga ako at di ko siya pinapansin at nageemo lang. Haha. Kaya pinayagan niya ako. Sa totoo lang nagulat talaga ako na punayag siya. Di ko akalain yun. :)))

So I acted happy because he allowed me to kick his *censored*. Weee. Pero ayun, when I was counting "1, 2, 3.." He keeps curving and slouching because he knows he will get hurt talaga. Ilang beses din yun ha! Haha. Pero may time na hinayaan nalang nya ako. "1, 2, 3!" but I didn't do anything. He looked at me with a questioned facial expression. I jumped right into him and hugged him tight. "Papayagan mo talaga ako gawin yun, ming?" "Oo, para lang mapatunayan na love kita." with a medyo-irritated-look. Haha!

Isa yun sa mga nagpatunay na mahal nya nga talaga ako. Kahit sobrang masakit yung gagawin ko sakanya, he still allowed it to happen mapatunayan lang na mahal niya ako. :). Yeeee. Kiligs naman ako dun! :'> (Rare ko lang gamitin yan kasi ayoko talaga ng emoticon na yan, pero wala eh kilgs talaga ako. Hahaha.)

End of story. Gonna sleep now! :)