Sunday, October 19, 2014

Maybe it's time

Sorry for being so negative when it comes to "us". 

Sorry for bringing you down and making you feel that I don't entrust you with my future. 

But I am.. I'm just afraid to put everything in my heart. 

I am afraid that all my feelings will just come to waste.

And it won't be worth it.

But since then, you always try to change for me. 

I realized, I'm unfair to you all this time. 

You always try to change. Well, me? I'm still on the same page. 

And I know for sure it's not healthy anymore.

So maybe it's time to change, too. 

Maybe it's time to think positive again when it comes to "us". 

Just like I used to do. 

Just like who I was before.