Monday, November 9, 2015

Positive; negative (late post; should've posted this a few months back)

Didn't see this coming
We were high up
We were soaring 
And thing's couldn't get any better

Looking at you makes me say;
"I am truly blessed"
Knowing you makes me believe;
"You are indeed my soulmate"

I know that I'm a pessimist
I always think all about the negative
But I've learn to be an optimist
As long as you are by my side

Last night.. It was the perfect night
But we did it by mistake
We crashed someone else's heart
And it came to me that it was not right

Realizations came and hit me
That being with you is sometimes wrong
Somehow, i've made you a bad son
And knowing that crashes me, too

I'll let you be for now
You must set your priorities, right
I'll be okay, we'll be okay
Cause by this, at least it will lead to right again

....

It's sad it became this way.. I miss you quite terribly.