How much I wait every month
Just to hear you talk about how much you love me
But today, you chose not do it
And it hurts
But.. Okay.
Friday, July 18, 2014
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Long distance
I think we are handling this so called "long distance relationship" well. I could do things that I want and he could do his, too. We might always miss each other but it's what keeps us get stronger as each day passes. Well, that's how I see it. Honestly, on my side, I always miss him. But there's nothing I could do but just wait until these 6 months passed by. Good thing there's work and my closest friends are here for me to get my attention away from all those missing shits.
Our usual "talking time" is always by the time I wake up. It's night time there and he's just sitting there on his couch, looking at his laptop. I can't believe I alarm earlier than the time I should really be awake just to talk to him. Well, I have no choice. Haha! He can't talk to me in the morning (in the Philippines). He's punctuality during mornings is boooo.
At first, I really thought this would be so hard since this is the first time I'm gonna be away from him for a very long time. But no, it's not. And I really think it's good we're having this time apart. We're having time for ourselves. Best part, we're both interns. We could focus more on work and all these pre-graduation requirements. Other? Well.. We could both go home early. We could do all these "for lazy" things after work. We could play Lol whenever we want to. We could spend our weekend with other people. We could discover new things for ourselves. We could learn how to be a better person.. A better partner.
By the time I go back, I really hope everything's still alright. Just like what I always imagine it to be. That when we see each other again, all we're gonna know is that we missed each other so much.
And know that there's still a better future waiting for us.
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