If I were to tell you something right now.

"I’m annoying, clingy, bossy, impatient. I ask too much. I say too little. I get emotional easily. I have trust issues.. 

These flaws would’ve made you want to leave, yet you’re still

here. You saw past all of that. I just want to say thank you. <3"


Napansin ko rin talaga.. Kahit gano ako ka clingy. emotional, impatient, bossy and all.. palagi mo lang ako  iniintindi. Sorry Ming.. Hindi ko kasi mababago tong gantong mga ugali ko. Maybe because meron talaga akong trust issues. Simula parin nung time na yon, marami ang nawala.. especially my trust on you. Kaya onting ganto lang, ganto agad iniisip ko. Hindi mo lang pagreply agad, feeling ko di na ako agad mahalaga sayo. Alam mo yun? Ang oa. Pero kasi ganto talaga ako. And I want to thank you for staying kahit ganto ako. Thank you kasi palagi mo lang sinasabi na "Ok lang" at naiintindihan mo. Thank you. <3

Kanina lang, I dream't about him. Ang negative na naman. I started wondering why.. and I asked mom. She said na yung mga napapanaginipan ko, yun yung mga bagay na ayoko maging siya, TOTOO. Lahat ng nakikita ko sa panaginip ko, ayoko yung Nigel na yon. Ayokong ayoko. Hindi ko kinakaya. Every time na gigising ako at wala ako sa mundong yon, I always say "Thank you, God." Ang sarap lang sa feeling

Ok, nashare ko lang naman yun. Haha.

End point of this post.. I want to say that..

THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING. THOUGH I AM LIKE WHAT I'VE SAID EARLIER, YOU'RE STILL HERE.. LOVING ME. <3