:)

I finally started believing that I should let go of things I cannot change. I've started to realize that no matter what I do, it has been done and it can never be changed ever again no matter how I've always wanted to. I guess I have done my job to make him feel that I was hurt, really hurt. He has been through every hardship and consequences I could go him through.  I became very sensitive, moody, demanding, selfish, gahhh every bad attitude of a girlfriend yet he's still here fighting for me, for us. 

Yes, the pain may never be gone but there's also one thing that no one could ever take away from me.. And that is my faith. Even though it all happened, my faith's still here believing that one day, I will be happy. 

I think it's time set things right now and forget the past. It's been done, and I know that all I have to do is accept it.. And move on.