Open when

So yep, I'm planning to give him something before my 6 months internship in New York.

Letter na mayrong mga "open when". Got this idea from 9gag. It may be common or what (I honestly don't know) but I really think it's a nice gift.

I'm going to write him 14 letters. Because that's my fav number. I'm gonna write it handwritten on the actual gift. So here it goes,
 

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Open when.. You received your gift (NOW) 

Hi ming! This is my special gift for you. I know it's not that great. Haha. I'm not gonna be around for a while and you know that I'm not gonna be able to answer your texts or calls like I used to. That's why I prepared this for you. :). 

So here's the rule. You shouldn't be opening these letters  UNLESS you don't exactly feel that way. Madali lang intindihin to ming. :). Happy reading!!

1.) Open when.. You miss me

Awww you've been missing me, huh? Well Imissyoutoo! I always do, baby. Even when I do all these kitchen work here in Ny, I always think about you. But you know what? I'm not that depressed or something about it. Maybe a little, but not  that much because I know that as each day passes, it's getting nearer to the the day that we'll be seeing each other again. :). I can't wait for that day, ming! I just hope everything's still alright by the time I go back. :). So yep, Imissyoutoo ming! Don't be sad now, alright? I'll be back very soon. :). Iloveyou! <3.  

2.) Open when.. You need to know how much Iloveyou

Hindi pa ba obvious ming? Hahaha. Actually, words can't really describe how much I love you, ming. Pero kung ipipilit natin.. Well, iloveyou very much. You know that. I could wait a thousand years and find myself still wanting you. Haha. Too good to be true, right? Well that's what I feel. Iloveyouverymuch ming and don't get insecure or something sa mga lalake dyan. Para sakin, ikaw ang the best of all the best. :). Simula nameet kita, sarado na puso ko. Hindi pa nagiging tayo, loyal na ako sayo. Ikaw, hindi man naging ganon sakin, I accept you because I know you love me, too. Iloveyou! At wag na wag mong iisipin na hindi, okay? Iloveyou! <3. 

3.) Open when.. There are moods you just can't handle. 

It's okay, ming. Breathe in, breathe out. That's nothing. That's just temporary. Look, you'll be smiling after less than 5 minutes. Hahaha! Don't stress yourself too much! Hindi rin bagay sayo yang ganyan galit at wala sa mood. I've always known you being a happy go lucky guy and always positive. :). Just be who you are. Pero kung talagang masyado kang nasstress dyan sa pinagdadaanan mo ngayon, ilol mo nalang yan or ipokemon. Or you could talk to me if you want. I'm always ready to listen, ming. :). So yep, cheer up, now!!! Iloveyou! <3. 

4.) Open when.. You've forgotten how strong you are 

So you feel weak right now? Hey, that's not my Nigel. Everytime you fail, I know you always find a way how to get back up. Like on this relationship, you failed once, right? But you managed to get back up and proved to me how really strong you are. Ganon lang din gawin mo. Just be patient, baby. Yang mga pinagdadaanan mo ngayon, whether sa studies yan, sa family, sa friends or even sakin, I know you'll pass through it all. Don't forget to pray to God. I know that He wants you to know that whatever problems come your way, it's there for a reason. You'll always learn something from it ming. :). Wag na wag mo iisiping mahina ka kasi hindi, ming. You're the strongest person I know. You just know how to get back on the road again. Proven and tested. Iloveyou! <3. 

5.) Open when.. You're feeling down

Cheer up! Smile! Lilipas din yan ming. Don't be too hard on yourself. Let it go, let it go.. Can't hold it back anymoreee. Let it go, let it go~ Hahahaha. Let it go nalang ming. If you think you've done something wrong, than say sorry. There's nothing more meaningful than admitting your mistakes. :). But if you know you didn't do anything wrong, then relaaaax. You're fine, baby. :). Also if you feel down, don't hesitate to call me! Facetime tayo kahit nasa work ako. Hahahahaha. Chos. Pero ayun, you can always open up to me. Or better yet, don't make it a big deal nalang. Kilala kita, ganon ka naman talagang tao eh so wag mo hahayaan maging sagabal sayo yang problema mo ngayon o yang kinalulungkot mo. :). It's not the end of the world ming. Iloveyou! <3. 

6.) Open when.. We get into a big fight

You know I only get mad when you give me a reason to be so. Pero ayun, always remember that I just get into these fights because either I'm jealous or insecure or I feel that I am being ignored or rejected. I'm sorry. Sobrang sensitive ko rin kasi kaya nag-aaway tayo ng ganto. Pero ayun, don't ever think na gusto ko ng hiwalayan sa mga away natin ha! Tsssl. Kahit sinabi ko, wag. I'm sure hindi ko meant yun. I just said that out of anger or something. So yep, we'll be okay soon. I know. :). Iloveyou! <3.  

7.) Open when.. You are worried about me

Honestly? Well, I'm not that okay because I've been missing you a lot. Sana kasi may teleport nalang talaga eh. Kahit every night lang before ako matulog ikaw magteleport dito, okay na yun. Haha! Pero pwera dun, I'm okay! Dami lang work dito pero okay lang talaga ako. Sus, lilipas din ang panahon at malalagpasan din lahat to. XD. About sa feelings ko sayo, I know okay parin to. Strong parin. Hahaha. Hindi naman magbabago yun ming eh. :). So stop worrying about me alright? I'm just fine and I'll be coming back home soon! Iloveyou! <3. 

8.) Open when.. You feel like you're not handsome

Hey, now. Don't ever think about that! You don't need to feel like that cause you're a very handsome guy. For me, you're perfect, ming. :). Tsaka hindi mo kailangan mainsecure sa mga yun. Walang wala naman yun sa looks ming eh. Importante kung ano ka inside. :). Pero kahit anong mangyare, perfect ka parin talaga para sakin. Mapalooks man or ugali. Iloveyou! <3. 

9.) Open when.. You feel like giving up on us (I'm hoping you won't ever open this letter)

Hey. Why ming? Hmm. Maybe wala nga talagang forever sa mundong to. Na kahit gano pa karami yung mga pinagdaanan natin eh nagiging option parin talaga yan. Don't worry, I'm gonna be alright. Diba nga ineexpect ko na rin naman na mangyayari to? Diba nga alam mo naman na hindi na talaga ako naniniwala sa forever na yan. Haha. XD. If hindi mo pa sinasabi sakin, better tell me now ming. Walang mangyayari kung hindi ka magsasalita. Mas magiging masakit lang para sakin kung papatagalin mo pa. :). Don't be afraid. You know that I appreciate truth than sugar coated lies. :). Tell me now ming. Message me or something. It's okay, let it all out. Tell me you don't love me anymore. Tell me everything. :). 

10.) Open when.. It's our 2nd anniversary ! Wee!

Happy 2nd anniversary ming! Grabe, 2 years na tayo. I'm very happy because someone stayed with me for this long. Never ko naisip na may magmamahal sakin ng ganto katagal. :). Thank you for everything ming! Thank you for making me happy whether you know it or not. Hehehe. Thank you for always keeping up with me. Medyo mahirap kaya ako mahalin ming. Kasi sobrang sensitive and paranoid ko. I'm sorry for that ming. But believe me, I'm always trying to change. Para rin hindi na tayo palagi nag-aaway. :)). Hm. I hope for more years for us ming! Gusto ko aabot tayo ng 10 years!!! Hahaha. 10 years muna para hindi ka malula. XD. Always know that Iloveyouverymuch and I'll try to stay with you for as long as I can. :). Hindi man tayo magkasama sa 2nd anniversary natin, masaya parin ako kasi alam ko na andyan lang naman ako sa <3 mo. And ikaw, palagi ka lang din andito. :). Iloveyou! <3. 

11.) Open when.. Stressed ka na sa Internship mo. 

There's always a reason why things get rough ming. Wag ka panghinaan ng loob about sa pagiging intern. You're stronger than you know. If you think gumagapang ka sa pagiging intern mo then take action para mag improve ka. Focus lang ming. Kung kaya, mag-aral ka. Discover new things that will help you get through. Wag mong hayaan na diyan ka lang. Always go an extra mile. Or better yet, wag mo nalang masyado isipin kasi lalo ka lamg talaga masstress niyan. Itulog o ikain mo nalang yan ming! Hahaha! Gaya nga ng parati kong sinasabi, lilipas din yan. :). And.. Don't forget to pray. I swear mas nakakagaan sa pakiramdam yun. You can always talk to Him ming. :). Atsaka wag ka mag-alala ming, onting push nalang ggraduate ka na rin naman. Don't give up. :). Atsaka nakasupport lang naman palagi family mo para sayo. Gawin mo silang inspiration ming. Sila nga kaya magwork hard para sainyo diba? Edi ikaw din, kaya mo rin yan. :). Konti nalang ming graduate ka na! Push lang! Iloveyou! <3. 

12.) Open when.. You achieved something legen-- wait for it, --DARY!

Congrats ming! You deserve it! If about lol yan, well.. Magaling ka naman talaga ming. Para sakin eh LoL lord ka talaga. Hahaha. Naka abot ka na ba ng challenger? Kung oo, woow. Nakakabelib   . Galing galing ng ming ko. XD. Pero kung about naman yan sa internship mo.. Ganon rin, super congrats! Kelangan mo ko ilibre pag nakauwi ako ha!? Tsaka ayun, your cs once told me na magaling ka naman talaga ming pagdating sa internship mo. Sabi niya sakin, masipag ka raw tsaka magaling talaga. Syempre as a girlfriend, naging proud ako dun. :). Pero ayun, kung about sa ibang bagay pa yan, hahahaha. Well I'm happy you're happy. XD. Iloveyou! <3. 

13.) Open when.. It's our monthsary. :)

Happy xx month, Ming! Ekis man yang numbers na yan, pero alam kong matagal na tayo. We've come a long way and I'm proud of it. Habang mas tumatagal tayo, mas lalo akong naniniwala ulit sa forever. Na baka nga may ganon pa. :). Happy monthsary baby! Iloveyou! <3.

14.) Open when.. I'm on my way home. 

All I want to say is that.. I'm really really really excited to see you Ming!!!! After al these months, masaya akong makikita ko ulit yung love ko. :). Iloveyou! <3.