It's been 6 months. I miss all the kisses, hugs, cuddles, weirdness, everything!!! I miss being with someone who really does appreciate me (my weirdness & my weirdness). Yes, I can be pretty weird when I'm with him and I'm glad he accepts me for being like that. Oh, you don't want to imagine how weird I can get when i'm with him. Haha! Anyway, going back, I'm really excited! I'm actually proud of myself for being so strong. Back in the Philippines, it sucks for me not seeing him for a week. What's that, 7 days? Ugh.
Honestly, this "long distance relationship" thought me a lot of things. It thought me how to be independent (in a relationship wise way). Meaning, I got to discover new things for myself. It thought me that it's not always a "we" (in a good way). I actually got to know myself better. My wants, my don't wants etc etc. Not to mention, I got to love myself more by means of fixing myself. I've always been the kind of person who doesn't really care about the way I dress and make-up when me and my friends go out. But weirdly, this ldr made me more conscious about how I look (yeah, I know it's sad that I'm just realizing this at this point of my life). It also thought me how to be contented with the simplest of efforts he does for me and it's pretty obvious what it is, it's the fact that he picks up his phone and texts me every single day.
Lastly, made me realize that love can really wait. I never really expected that he will be able to wait for me for this long. It's not that I don't trust him about it, I just didn't want to expect things then come back crying. Now, I know it's safe to say that he actually waited for me.
Enough of all this! End point is I'm excited to see you on December 9, Tuesday, 1:35PM. I'll see you! ☺️.
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