Happy 3rd Anniversay, Ming

It's been exactly 3 years since I said "yes". Grabe, ang dami dami nang nangyari. It's been a very spontaneous journey for the both of us. Andun talaga ang ups and downs. Hindi naman talaga nawawala sa relationships yun. Andyan yung saya, iyakan, lungkot, away at kung anu ano pa. Napakadami na talagang nangyari.

I'm really happy that after everything we've been through, we're still here. Buo parin. Magkasama parin. I might be mean sometimes, but you never ever got tired of understanding me. You're the one who always says sorry, binababaan mo palagi yung pride mo sakin. Hinding hindi ka nagsasawa umintindi.

People might be telling you that you're lucky to have me but reality is.. I'm the one who's really lucky to have you. You're really a nice person, ming. Actually, that's one of the reasons why I gave this love a second chance. Because I know that whatever wrong things you do, deep down you're a beautiful human being. You're a kind person. That's the main reason why I loved you this much. Kung bakit hanggang ngayon eh tayo parin. I admit l, there are times that I take that for granted but I wish you'll never change. Sana hindi ka magsawa umintindi at makinig sakin. You're really the best when it comes to that, ming. 

I know for a fact that not because we've reached 3 years already, it will be "us". In fact, it's just a really short time. Marami pang pwedeng mangyari. I always pray to God to always lead us to things that will make this relationship last. Or sa mga bagay na ikabubuti natin. I never sleep na hindi ko napagppray kay God yun. Maybe isa rin yun sa reasons kung bakit matatag parin tayong dalawa. It's just really amazing how this relationship developed from day one up to this point. I genuinely feel happy because God chose us as one of those lucky couples who have this kind of relationship. 

Sorry if sometimes I make you feel that I really don't believe in our "forever". Masyado kasi ako nadadala ng fears ko at mga bagay bagay sa paligid. Sa sobrang daming taong naghihiwalay kasi hindi ko maiwasan maisip minsan na baka tayo rin. I know that's not healthy but i'll try my best to change that. Unti unti naman nababanggit banggit ko na rin sayo na alam ko sa sarili ko na kaya natin magtagal ng sobra. Di'ba? Maybe the day will come that I'll believe in our forever again. Ganto mang hindi parin ako naniniwala pero one thing's for sure.. I want that "forever". Gustong gusto ko yung thought na yun. Gusto ko siyang mangyari satin. Yun nalang ang isipin mo. :) 

Ming.. Nigel Descalzo. Thank you. It will take a long time if I put into words all the things that you have done for me. Just.. Thank you for everything. Alam ko minsan naiisip mo na hindi mo nabibigay sakin lahat kasi sinasabi mo na hindi mo pa kaya, pero hindi. You being yourself, being understanding and being patient is more than enough. Hindi lahat ng lalaki ganyan. And I know that in the near future, babawi ka sakin. Kasi alam ko darating yung araw na kaya mo na. Don't worry, hindi naman ako masyadong mag-eexpect sayo. All i'll ever want is for you to aim high and achieve your dreams. I just hope ako parin ang kasama mo when that time comes. :)

So ayun, let's stay strong. Always remember that Iloveyousomuch and i'll always be by your side. I'll love you the best way I can hangga't hinahayaan mo ko. Happy 3 years, Ming! More years to come! <3.