He got pissed.

Today, he got pissed on me. I really say the things I want without thinking first. Like what mommy said, attitude ko talaga yun. As we were laying under our fan, we cuddled up and we suddenly talked about those "things". I was beginning to be carried away by my emotions and said "Lahat naman ng lalaki, pare-pareho pagdating sa bagay na yun." Worst part? I was saying it like I really mean it (Well, I actually do.) He tried to convince me that not every guy, especially him I suppose, is like what I've told him. I i just blah him out, the main reason why he got pissed. Maybe, what he's trying to say is true.. Eto lang akong nag-inarte at pinanindigan yung sinabi ko sakanya.

Of couse, he turned around and didn't talk to me for a while. I was acting strong but I just can't stay mad at him.. Or anything like what is happening that time. =__=. "Oh, please.. Look at me" I said to myself. But there were no signs. So I lessen my pride and talked to him. Yeah, he's pissed. Sobrang nagguilty tuloy ako sa sinabi ko. Lalo na pinagdiinan ko pa na ganon talaga lahat ng lalaki. Well, you can't blame me. Whenever I stalk his profiles, hindi pwedeng walang ganong type of subscription meron sya. Sometimes, he tends to talk dirty pa. Haay. Natturn-off kasi ako sa lalaki pag ganon, sa totoo lang. Then I told him "May pinaghugutan siguro kaya ko nasabi yun PERO HINDI KO ALAM KUNG SAAN." What the hell Jan, it's so clear kung saan galing. Maybe, ayoko nalang kasi ng gulo kaya di ko na sinabi sakanya at nagsorry nalang ako.

Good thing about him is that, he can't stay mad or pissed on me. He actually said he's sorry too. Hindi rin daw niya alam kung bakit siya nainis agad. Well I can answer that, big boy. Maybe because.. Hindi ka nga talaga isa sakanila. You're one of the guys who always mean what they say kaya nasaktan ka sa sinabi ko. Thank you. Thank you for always making me feel important. ❤

Natapos naman yun ng okay. I mean, walang samaan ng loob. Ganon lang naman kami magtampuhan nun, hindi masyadong pinapalaki kasi wala namang mararating na maganda. :).

THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY GOD. I was happy. :)