Monday, May 7, 2012

anong problema ko?

I think I'm being moody right now. takte, bipolar ata ako. haha. mabait tapos biglang magsusungit. what's wrong with me. wala naman siyang ginawang masama? he just said his goodbyes. infernes, believe ako sakanya. he knew something wrong was going on. am I really that obvious? maybe, yun nga. I don't know.. I still love him, of course. di naman nagbabago yun. HAHA.


esagfghlaskjdlas;fk. to tell you the truth, I was not satisfied sa paguusap namin ngayon. ang nakakatawa dun, normal lang naman na ganon haba ng usapan namin eh? maybe I just want to talk to him longer since summer vacation ngayon. It's okay, he has cough and cold anyway so it would be better for him not to stay up late. LOL. you know what? I told him earlier that he might think I'm a freak making a blog just to say the things I feel towards him. AM I A FREAK? because feeling ko, oo. hmmm. eh gusto ko lang naman may paglabasan ng feelings ko eh. at eto yun. a diary is not enough. there, I just write about the things I do everyday. In other words, my diary is more on the things I do than what I feel. kaya masaya ako may ganto na ako ngayon eh. :).


okay, somethings bugging me again. do you think he thinks that because of this blog.. I hide a lot of secrets from him? well, of course not. hindi naman sa ganon. lahat naman ng nararamdaman ko, alam niya at yun ang gusto ko. kumbaga, I will make sure that most of what I'm going to say sa blog na to, alam din nya. YES. THAT'S MY GOAL. ayoko yung tipong nagtatago sakanya. ANIYO. :).


GOODNIGHT, I'm gonna take off to bed I guess.