:).

here he go again. spazzing na naman kasi nameet nya yung mga crush nya dun sa pinagpasyalan nya with his family. ok lang naman sakin, I trust him very much. I know that he wouldn't get himself attached to any of them because he cares sa mga mararamdaman ko, I know. but why am I having these alibi's? why am I being so irritated whenever he does those kind of spazzing and stuffs? WHY AM I BEING.. JEALOUS? 

sino ba naman ako para pigilan sya sa mga nararamdaman nya eh. kung ganon talaga sya, I just need to accept it.. kahit medyo masakit. medyo lang naman eh. kumbaga, hindi naman ako yung tipong magdidibdib sa ganong bagay. aniyo. :)). masaya ako basta masaya sya. :). I just need to let it all out. I don't wanna leave these things in my mind cause it might stay there and asgdkjqawflidnaef. It's hard to explain. hmm. *sighs* I will just trust him with all my heart at ibahala tong mga nararamdaman ko. alam ko namang walang patutunguhan to kasi ako lang naman nag-iiisip ng ganto. ALAM KO YUN AT AWARE AKO DUN.


hmmm. maybe, I'm not just used to that attitude of him wherein he looks to another girl, or girls rather, whom I KNOW are much prettier than me. insecure? oo ata. HAHAHAHA. pero he already said what he said and I know all of it is the truth. :).