Cool-off.

I honestly didn't expect any of these along the way. I thought everything would turn out perfectly, without having this option..

Right now, we're not talking. Though he's texting me from time to time, I just read it and not answer back. Honestly speaking, this hardest decision we made all throughout our relationship was a reliever for myself. It hurts A LOT, of course.. but we both know that this is for the best.

These past few weeks or months, I noticed that we always fight. Well, I always start those fights because I was too sensitive. Mostly, that's the scenario. He always makes me down but I never think of "cool off" as an option. But of course, I have my limits, too.

So there, another mistake.. BAM! I decided to walk away for a little while. I did this because I believe that what he did was one of the worst things he could ever do. Another girl having the potential to make his heart beat? Gahhhhh. It just hurts TOO MUCH.. That became the sign of all these. Of what's happening right now.

I wanted to heal.. I wanted to come at that point wherein whenever I think about everything that has happened, I would just smile and say "Everything is still worth it."