Worst night.

I really cried hard just now. Yung iyak ko grabe to the point na nilagnat na ako at nagcchills. Sobrang sakit kasi. Ngayong ilalagay ko to dito, alam kong iiyak na naman ako. Tears will go running again..

It all began with a simple question "Ming, do you love me?" Obviously, oo ang sagot niya. Pero hindi yun dun nag-end.. I didn't expect that this would be the worst night of my life. WORST.

He opened that "This past few days, NANGHIHINA YUNG FEELINGS KO PARA SAYO." Dun palang, napaiyak na ako. It really hurt me.. And there, non-stop tears came out. Ayaw talaga tumigil and I let him explain..

Nung nalaman ko, I bursted out.. Super bursted out. That moment, I really couldn't believe in what I'm hearing. These past few days daw kasi, halos buong batch, masyado na raw tinutukso siya at si ___.

Pinutol ko siya dun.

So kaya nanghihina yung feelings mo dahil nadadala ka na masyado ng mga asar nila? Sobrang sakit, grabe. Feeling ko, nung mga panahon na yun, hindi na siya yung kausap ko at totally ibang tao na. SOBRANG SAKIT. He explained further pero nabulag na ako. Ginawan ko na ng conclusion na ganon nga. Which I know is true. He said his side pero nabubulag na talaga ako.

Yung fact na may ibang babae dyan na may potential para mapatibok ang puso niya, masakit talaga.

Right now, I really don't know what I feel anymore. All I know is that there is PAIN, PAIN, PAIN. PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN. PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN,PAIN, PAIN, PAIN. PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN, PAIN.

Non-stop PAIN.