Are you for real this time around?

My mind always wonder. It may forget but it's always only for a little while. It's not about all the bad times, no. It's about the present, on how things flow today. 

Do they still talk? Does their eyes sparkle everytime they see each other? Do they like each other but on a very in denial matter? Am I not the only one to love? I always wonder. 

It's hard to deal with what happened. The worst part.. It's already the past and obviously, no one could change that. No matter how much you wanted to. 

The pain, it's all gone.. But the scars will always remain. 

And that, I cannot force to let go. I guess I needed more time. 

I won't ever know what's really going through your mind right now. But I really hope that all your words, your actions, and your promises are real this time around.