Everything has a reason.

I'm glad everything's working out again. Yes, fights are still there but today.. I can say that I'm not confused anymore. I've been cheated on, lied to and left by the person I love the most. All of that happened and it was the hardest road I passed through this journey. It was the most hurtful thing in the world. 

But today, I realised that I'm okay now. The past is the only one that haunts me every once in a while. But that's just it and I need to overcome that. I've been looking for a reason. "Why did all of this has to happen?" But then God gave me the answer. 

He did all of this so that as early as our 1st year of being together, we'll be able to realise how we really love each other. People may enter between our relationship.. But at the end of the day, we still chose to be together cause that's how strong our love is. 

"What happened in the past shall stay there."

I hurt myself by recalling the past. I admit that It's a habit of mine but no, I can't live this way everyday. I need to let go of the things that I can't change. It's been done and I can never ever change that fact no matter I do, right? The past.. It cannot be controlled nor replaced. All I need to do is accept it. 

He have done wrong, he admitted his mistakes, but he managed to pull me back to where we first started. 

I think it's time to be happy again.