It's hard being a bipolar person. You don't really know what to feel and when you feel something.. Why you feel it. I'm the type of person who can easily change feelings.. No, not feelings. Emotions. I'm happy when I could feel that he's there for me and all it's like "he have changed. I really love him." kind of stuff. But then when he's not around.. I'm like "he doesn't love me. He doesn't want to talk to me." and suddenly I feel alone.
Wth, Janeeva. Pull yourself together! When he's not around (bec. he's playing as usual), don't conclude that he's not there for you. He's just doing his own thing you paranoid freak. You could even see it with your own eyes, right? "nigooxd IN GAME"
Maybe I need him to give more time to me. Since, you know, I'm going through something. But that just won't happen because of his "busy" time (coughs*playing*coughs) and his strict parents.
Ugh, hate how bipolar I am when it comes to him. Really really hate it.
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