Today, I could actually say that I'm okay now. Sa totoo lang, matagal na ata pero ngayon ko lang napansin. Kung yung topic na yun lang din ang pag-uusapan, wala na sakin yun. I mean sa side niya, I know walang walang walang wala na yun. I'm not making myself feel better or what, I just know. Marami na rin akong proofs. Maraming marami na. And I'm really proud of him kasi this time around, totoo na siya sa mga sinasabi niya sakin.
If there are things that make me sad every once in a while, yun nalang siguro yung fact na hindi siya palagi free para sakin. Yung fact na wala pa sakanya yung pagbigay sakin ng oras. Tanggap ko naman na yun eh. At alam kong wala naman may gusto samin nun. Sadyang ganto lang talaga sa ngayon.
But he keeps on telling me that someday, babawi siya sakin. Once na magkaroon na siya ng trabaho at free na siya sa parents niya, I believe na magiging mas okay pa tong relationship na to. :) I really thank God for always giving me the strength and the faith.
Akala ko, eto na yung tipong yung sobrang hirap magmove on.. as ing years. He loves me too much to make me suffer from all those past. He does everything just to prove that I'm the one. Hindi man naging madali para saming dalawa, ako na nanunumbat at siya na ppressure na masyado sakin, we never gave up.
Keep loving me.. I'm getting there, Ming.
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