I just wonder

I don't want to be demanding.. But sometimes it makes me feel sad because somewhat, I think that he's not that proud of me. Well, that's how I see it.
I envy those posts of some couples in facebook where they really show the world how much they really love each other. Don't get me wrong, I don't like it when it's "too much". Just a simple "Imissyou or Ilove this girl so much" blah blah blah could make me smile. Cause for me, it's one sign that you're the only one for him. Because duh, he shows the world (or at least his) how much he do and he's not afraid of it. He's not that type of person who doesn't post anything at all. I can say that I always see him on my ig's home. But why not about me? Is it because he's not proud of having me around and he just posts if it's really about an event or something? Ugghh okay, now I sound demanding. But swear, I'm not. I'm just wondering and that's the only reason I have. I swear to God. :).

But of course, I won't tell him about this. This is not a big deal anyways. It's just sometimes, I want to feel that, too. For my boyfriemd, he just posts when it's our monthsary, anniversary. valentine's or if something came up. Never ever random.

I wonder how happy a girl can get when she sees a surprise post of her guy saying how much he loves her. Let's admit, there are quite a lot everywhere in social media. HAHA. Still the feeling's quite amazing for sure. But yeah, I think that will never really happen to me cause he's not that type of guy. Well, it's alright. It's been like this since 2010. It's okay.. really. I'm just wondering.