Terrified

I'm terrified of losing you,

because people grow tired of girls like me,

and sometimes, I build my walls so high

and push others away when I need them most. I can be stubborn, moody and sad a lot. 

I'm a mess, a handful. 

I'm fire, and when you play with fire you have to expect to be burned. 

But when I burned you, it's not because I don't love you. 

It's because I'm a girl who's still learning how to handle my blaze of emotions.