Fact

Hello. Goodmorning! (Kahit hapon na). Right now, I know he's still waiting for me to wake up. Hi baby! I'm awake since the time you woke up. Hahaha. I'm just slacking off here on bed for a while (yeah, 2 hours is "a while"). 

Anyway, I re-read almost all of my posts here. I gotta admit, those old posts are better. I'm just a one happy go lucky girl. Hahaha. ❤ 

But then I realized, we have really gone through a lot. Well to be honest, wala pa sa kalahati ng kalahati ng kalahati ang mga nakalagay dito compared sa lahat ng mga nangyari. We had our ups downs and it doesn't end here. We will have a lot more of that in the future. Haha. Hmmm. I also realized that....

I REALLY DO LOVE YOU, MING. 

That's all I know. I don't care if we really feel the same way, it actually doesn't matter for now. All I know is that I love you so much. Things were pretty harsh these past few weeks but you know what, I stay in love with you. It's like I just accept and accept those bad things but at the end of the day, I still love you with all my heart. It doesn't change even a little bit.

There are times I say that "I wanna give up." but you wanna know a secret? I never whole-heartedly mean any of that though how hurt I was. It was just 40% or less meant. Hahahaha. I just wanna show you that I'm strong and I can live without you but the truth is I CAN'T. I can't live with the fact knowing you're not  around. Of course, I can pretend... But in that case, I would live pretending my whole life. 

Maybe I just say all these things because of the fact that I really love you. But hey, as long as it's still alive, I will believe in this fact. :) Hahaha. That's all. Gonna pm you in a few. :*