Hey. Since I can't open this to him.. I'll just open it here.
Well, right now we're totally fine. No one's opening up about you know. I'm actually a little proud of myself for not being too dramatic about the whole issue these days compared before. But if I'm really gonna be honest with myself and my feelings... I'm still scared.
Scared of what can happen in the future. We might be okay now but what if all those cruel things happen again? Like what if his attention got stolen by another girl again? What if all those painful things from before happen again in a blink of an eye and all of these good times will be put to waste again? I know I shouldn't be thinking of the future because we're not even there yet but I guess I'm just too scared to lose him again. Honestly, I almost did before. I didn't force him to come back that time but what if next time, he doesn't come back?
I may be strong on the outside, but deep inside I'm very...... Frightened.
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