I can do this

Okay.. So I'm crying like right now.

Everytime I think about it.. It still KILLS me. I can't believe that after all we've been through, he still liked someone rather than me. Yes, I know he chose me over her and I can already see that but.. It still fucking hurts knowing the fact that his heart (those times) was still open for another person. It just.. Hurts so bad.

The worst part is, I don't have someone to talk to about what's going on in my head. *sigh* I know it will just complicate things.

It's so freakin hard to recover. But I can do this.

Fighting~